Saturday, January 31

Know No Fear

Something I have yet to discover
inside me something to uncover
Behind the rubble lay a shiny plate
A plate no one could ever break

Behind me there's someone
My faith guides me though no one
In all that I do I get my Strength
In all that I fail I shall stand again

You're no match for me
Now that you can see
On that battle ground
you shall lose indeed

I with only stones
yet you'll find defeat
Break do your bones
Amazed I still stand on my feet

Your weapons against me are no match
to the Power so strong behind that latch

So I stand by here 
my faith knowing the near
I rest my soul
In Him alone.

I'm no longer She

There's nothing to talk about
It's just a thing of the past 
Your lies, You're sorry
Don't expect me to believe

Being a part of me
Digging a hole into deep
Leaving me a mess
Dwelling in the nothingness

No longer do you've that thing on me
No longer will I stand and watch
No longer will I fall prey
in which case- you better start praying

I'm not who I was
No longer she
I've played your game
now you'll be playing mine

This you'll never forget
Me- I'll never regret
Something that you must get 
'Cause you haven't learnt it yet

Friday, January 30

You drive me nuts>>Up the wall<<

You're this 
You're that
You know what-
You're driving me nuts

At my wits end
I don't know what to believe
Don't know which is right
much less the wrong

Doing my very best to understand
Deciphering each and every code
Still you're ahead a step or two
Leaving me clueless right back

Going 'round in circles
I'm tired of driving
Sick of this confusion
In the dark to when it'll stop

Your mystifying charms
I just cross my arms
Your power depletes
no more will they work on me!!

I'm Coming Out!!! XD

Wanna break out from my shell
Want out of this hole
No more hiding
Out with the lights
Out with the the party

Gotta shout
Gotta celebrate
Wanna let the World know-
I'm Coming Out!!!!

Standing over the edge
Never afraid of falling
Cause that's what always happens
When you learn to fly
Spread my wings
Catch the breeze from the east
owh owh...
I'm Coming Out!!!!

Gotta shout
Gotta celebrate
Wanna let the World know-
I'm Coming Out!!!!

Bring on the drama
Bring on all that you got
Cause I so can handle them
Gonna show you
Yeah, I'm gonna show you
what I'm capable of 
'Cause-
I'm Coming Out!!!!

Gotta shout
Gotta celebrate
Wanna let the World know-
I'm Coming Out!!!!

Whatever you got
You can't hold 'em against me
Nothing can hold me
That don't ever forget
Watch Out 
You'll find regret
Yeah 'Cause- 
I'm Coming Out!!!!

Gonna throw those negatives
Gonna smash those frames 
Building a new me
Ain't nothing to it
Jesus is with me 
Just understand
Uh-huh
I'm Coming Out!!!

Gotta shout
Gotta celebrate
Wanna let the World know-
I'm Coming Out!!!!

WoOoHoOo!!!!!!

Changed- Another Lesson Learnt

No more will life be the same,  
The life I've become accustomed to.
No more would it be as sweet,
As sweet as the berries of Spring.
No more would this beginning continue-
For the end I have seen.

No longer am I near
But far I now am.
No longer sweetness I taste
But the bitterness that burns.
No longer will I be the same-
yet to know I have now learnt.

The longer I carry a smile,
An Easier detection of a lie.
The longer I linger,
It pierces me deeper down inside.
The longer I wait for thee to see, 
I shall perish in my own despair.
What shall I do now- that you no longer can see?

In sleepless nights I fear
The memory of you shall linger.
Masquerading throughout the day
will only pain me further.
Though the warmth, 
I shall feel the cold.
Though the joke, 
I shall hear no laughter.

A lesson I perhaps have learnt,
Another for my Book of Life.
For I have changed-
not knowing for the better.
For I have changed- 
knowing the winds have.

Sunday, January 4

School reopens!

The irritating ring of the alarm,
Our brains screams in protest
as we climb out of our soft slumber, 
only to notice the roosters have not wake.

One Step At A Time, 
We made our way through the dark,
knocking something and everything over, 
just to look at ourselves in the mirror 
And scream in fright at the image of 
'Dracula' in our bathroom mirrors.

Dragging with all our might, 
We made it to the kitchen!
For what seemed like hours, 
We stared at the empty kitchen table top,
Occasionaly glancing and drooling
at the delicious front cover
of Mummy's cookbook.

Feeling lazy, feeling silly,
We downed a glass of warm water
and gobbled a slice of plain bread.
Later in regret we find- 
there's left over spaghetti in the microwave!

Our pressed uniforms become crumpled 
as we struggled into their tight folds,
Which brings back memories 
Of Christmas and heavy suppers past.
Or maybe Or perhaps,
it shrinked in the washing?

Our knees tremble,
Our knees shake
Under the weight of extra books
Never bothered opening
Never bothered reading
Oh how we wished we had lockers
like Gabie and Troy does.

First period goes,
Second follows.
Third, we're restless.
Fourth, we're doomed to boredom
In history- when will we say freedom?
Skipping recess to the loo
Only to find a long line to queue.
Fifth went with a breeze;
Sixth came and gone; 
By seven- we couldn't tahan! 
Eighth-We wanted to scream!
At Ninth- we counted down...

What time is it?
6 in the morn...It was just a dream..
We have to go through it again???
*pauses and thinks*
No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, January 3

Awesome God- I love You so...

Without Your Love,
where would we be?
Without Your Aid, 
How would we stand so tall?
Without Your Light,
We would walk aimlessly in the dark.
It is no wonder 
You're the awesome God.

The raging seas,
The deadliest of all storms
are no match to Your power.
The lands tremble at the sound of Your voice.
Nations bow down to worship and praise
You, our awesome God.

Our praise, we will sing,
Will be heard o'er mountains,
carried by the wind
over the wide seas.
Our voices will carry 
all the praises to You.
Our joy You will hear,
Our cries You will listen.
Lord, You are truly an awesome God.

Silently, we pray; 
Knowing in our hearts
that You will listen attentively.
Peace comes to us
when we're at our darkest; 
Your Light becomes our bright star in life
that we follow wherever it may lead us too.
Never You abandon us
Never You let our cries be unheard.
You truly are the awesome God.
No one else I love more than I love you, Lord.
Amen.

Friday, January 2

Amour (Love)

Love is such 
like a flame of a candle.
By a match, 
it lights quickly.
By wind,
it goes off -
Oh so swiftly.

The flame burns; 
Passion is the fuel.
How slowly two characters be one...
How quickly one leaves the other.
Thus, the light exstinguishes itself
leaving a broken heart in dark.

Love is special, 
unlike any candle;
Isn't made but found.
Not quite easy to search the world apart
For that one who holds your heart.

Love?

Is Love ever real?
Or Is it some dream?
A fantasy that never will
come true?

Is it a feeling or such a thought
Of someone we've met once before; 
Long ago in a distant dream?

How sure we are that
love brings joy?
How painful it can be
when love brings misery in its wake...

Will one ever realise
What love does?
Will one ever break free 
from it's misery;
Grabbing on to those memories
pleasing to the heart?

Love?
Is one question left 
only to be answered
when we see through our heart
and not by temptation of any kind; 
only the longing to be near and dear.

Thursday, January 1

When You Say You Love Me

The world stops spinning,

The little blue birds cease their chirping,

The gardens around stay still and silent

Without a sound in the world but yours

When you say you love me.


My heart skips a beat

Butterflies tickle inside me

The rush of blood through my veins

The happiness unimaginable

When you say you love me.


Like the most harmonious melody

I hear your voice

Over plains and terrains, over the great seas

The world lays un-stirring

Motionless to listen

When you say you love me.


Falling into a deep sleep

I lay lost and unfound

In the lands of slumber

May I never wake from this beautiful dream of mine

When you say you love me.


For all the joy and wondrous moments you bring

How may I say? How would I express-

The depth of my love for you

When you say you love me?


For my love for you

Is as unending as a bottomless hole

Is as constant as the stars above

The depth of mine is immeasurable as yours

When you say you love me.